My job is gone and my friends are dead/
Socially, not physically/
Tryna stop the thoughts coming through my head/
Before the nerves come up and they start to spread/
Cause everything I do right's, everything I do wrong/
That why I'm negative in every single song/
It's hard to get known in a world full of phonies/
Enemy or homie, you're gonna have to show me/
Half way there does my family care/
Not a fan of the route that I chose to bare/
But this is my life and this is my right/
And they're left, go ahead and think of me less/
I'll be fine on my own and I'll find a new home/
That seed without water will begin to grow/
Keep doubting me, keep clouding me/
When it's all said and done, you'll be proud of me/
You f**ed me up and you dropped me hard/
You left a scar right by my heart/
I trusted you like no one else/
And you'll never know how much I felt/
But now it's gone so f** the world/
I changed my mind you're now just a girl/
My faith is gone and you're the face behind it/
I gave you my vision and you left me blinded/
And now I, don't know where to run to/
I look at your name and think f** you/
And now when I call I just get no answer/
I want this pain to go away lot faster/
Thinking what I'll say when I finally see you/
But until that day comes I'll be screamin I don't f**in need you/
Summer comes and then Autumn goes/
Leaves turn red, yellow, brown and gold/
The weather changes but the people don't/
The same old lies coming out their throat/
The Socrates of mediocrity/
My prophecy is like a mockery/
No one even listens and I really wanna change that/
Mold your mind, find your taste, rearrange that/
Hm, and we'll go from there/
No I'm not fine go and color me scared/
Only plan A, no B, C or D/
And everything I see you, I see me/
But I got no chance and that's been known/
Straight from the mouth of the queen on her throne/
Don't look back at the past it's over/
Fight for the future and move on forward/
You f**ed me up and you dropped me hard/
You left a scar right by my heart/
I trusted you like no one else/
And you'll never know how much I felt/
But now it's gone so f** the world/
I changed my mind you're now just a girl/
My faith is gone and you're the face behind it/
I gave you my vision and you left me blinded/
And now I, don't know where to run to/
I look at your name and think f** you/
And now when I call I just get no answer/
I want this pain to go away lot faster/
Thinking what I'll say when I finally see you/
But until that day comes I'll be screamin I don't f**in need you/
I try to escape, it's like another bad dream/
Four white walls imitating guillotines/
Decapitating minds of the guilty teens/
A hanes white T and some filthy jeans/
Yeah, but we got hearts of gold/
f** the man and everything we're told/
It's gonna take a lot for me to fold/
I'm from the windy city so my skin is cold/
Flashback 20-09, oh my/
See you for the first time, those green eyes/
I know my limits and I know my odds/
The only way to get you is a cupid shot/
A stupid shot cause I know I'll miss/
And the world right around me starts to flip/
I'ma call it quits and k** the hope yo/
Burn the bridge and then I'll cut the rope/
You f**ed me up and you dropped me hard/
You left a scar right by my heart/
I trusted you like no one else/
And you'll never know how much I felt/
But now it's gone so f** the world/
I changed my mind you're now just a girl/
My faith is gone and you're the face behind it/
I gave you my vision and you left me blinded/
And now I, don't know where to run to/
I look at your name and think f** you/
And now when I call I just get no answer/
I want this pain to go away lot faster/
Thinking what I'll say when I finally see you/
But until that day comes I'll be screamin I still f**ing need you/