My job is gone and my friends are dead/ Socially, not physically/ Tryna stop the thoughts coming through my head/ Before the nerves come up and they start to spread/ Cause everything I do right's, everything I do wrong/ That why I'm negative in every single song/ It's hard to get known in a world full of phonies/ Enemy or homie, you're gonna have to show me/ Half way there does my family care/ Not a fan of the route that I chose to bare/ But this is my life and this is my right/ And they're left, go ahead and think of me less/ I'll be fine on my own and I'll find a new home/ That seed without water will begin to grow/ Keep doubting me, keep clouding me/ When it's all said and done, you'll be proud of me/ You f**ed me up and you dropped me hard/ You left a scar right by my heart/ I trusted you like no one else/ And you'll never know how much I felt/ But now it's gone so f** the world/ I changed my mind you're now just a girl/ My faith is gone and you're the face behind it/ I gave you my vision and you left me blinded/ And now I, don't know where to run to/ I look at your name and think f** you/ And now when I call I just get no answer/ I want this pain to go away lot faster/ Thinking what I'll say when I finally see you/ But until that day comes I'll be screamin I don't f**in need you/ Summer comes and then Autumn goes/ Leaves turn red, yellow, brown and gold/ The weather changes but the people don't/ The same old lies coming out their throat/ The Socrates of mediocrity/ My prophecy is like a mockery/ No one even listens and I really wanna change that/ Mold your mind, find your taste, rearrange that/ Hm, and we'll go from there/ No I'm not fine go and color me scared/ Only plan A, no B, C or D/ And everything I see you, I see me/ But I got no chance and that's been known/ Straight from the mouth of the queen on her throne/ Don't look back at the past it's over/ Fight for the future and move on forward/ You f**ed me up and you dropped me hard/ You left a scar right by my heart/ I trusted you like no one else/ And you'll never know how much I felt/ But now it's gone so f** the world/ I changed my mind you're now just a girl/ My faith is gone and you're the face behind it/ I gave you my vision and you left me blinded/ And now I, don't know where to run to/ I look at your name and think f** you/ And now when I call I just get no answer/ I want this pain to go away lot faster/ Thinking what I'll say when I finally see you/ But until that day comes I'll be screamin I don't f**in need you/ I try to escape, it's like another bad dream/ Four white walls imitating guillotines/ Decapitating minds of the guilty teens/ A hanes white T and some filthy jeans/ Yeah, but we got hearts of gold/ f** the man and everything we're told/ It's gonna take a lot for me to fold/ I'm from the windy city so my skin is cold/ Flashback 20-09, oh my/ See you for the first time, those green eyes/ I know my limits and I know my odds/ The only way to get you is a cupid shot/ A stupid shot cause I know I'll miss/ And the world right around me starts to flip/ I'ma call it quits and k** the hope yo/ Burn the bridge and then I'll cut the rope/ You f**ed me up and you dropped me hard/ You left a scar right by my heart/ I trusted you like no one else/ And you'll never know how much I felt/ But now it's gone so f** the world/ I changed my mind you're now just a girl/ My faith is gone and you're the face behind it/ I gave you my vision and you left me blinded/ And now I, don't know where to run to/ I look at your name and think f** you/ And now when I call I just get no answer/ I want this pain to go away lot faster/ Thinking what I'll say when I finally see you/ But until that day comes I'll be screamin I still f**ing need you/