XV - 3. Phobia lyrics

[Verse 1 - XV] Yeah, do I want this bad as I think that I want it? Posters on the wall: you'd think that I'm wanted Jessie James style... living without laws A rebel without cause, and models Without flaws. Sound good? Probably is.. Texted Wiz askin' him where the party is Still don't go out, cause I always feel Like the n***a nobody know 'bout So til I am a Billboard charter Record label martyr, hold my bottle In July 4th sparklers Going from 500 comments online to hit the club fresh Nobody comment on mine, I won't lie Sometimes it k**s to dream Even Superman gets hurt by the green But what I'm scared of is getting hits Like a fiend, then being high and It's not what it seems... [Hook] What are you afraid of? Not a thing but you [Verse 2 - XV] Baby I'm your boogie-man, she said We should be friends, maybe we should be then If that's all it takes for us to break You could be my Rose but you chose to be the vase She said I froze when she said "Let's get a place!" like commitment is What I'm scared to make She don't gotta go and look my mom in the face With three marriages that she views as mistakes, wait... You'll never be that to me Hope you know that in case you ever come back to me I know sometimes these things seem like just raps to me But me and your love grew so rapidly I still see you sleeping in the bed with your back to me How did our forever after not end happily? Actually, I guess it's not goodbye You can open your eyes, baby We ain't even high [Hook] What are you afraid of? Not a thing but you [Verse 3 - XV] Counting my blessings watching Inception Feeling like my dreams come true Like the totem fell over 'fore the credits started rolling But these are just previews, it all will come soon I'm just living in it, like front rooms Cause any minute it all could conclude Chasing the high like running on blunt fumes Came from the underground, creature from the Lagoon She's so amazed by this life I live But I cannot stay, one night to give And I hate to say, that I hit it and quit But in the back of my mind I know She thinks that I did, and it k**s me Tryna put my all into it, and those BBMs you sent Have an "R" next to it 143's turn to OMG's - the TTYL, my flights about to leave, I know [Hook]