XV - Going Endless lyrics

Look I swore I wouldn't say sh** But diss a n***a blatant Came here from Squaria and then they bought spaceships Face it, n***as couldn't see me with lasik I'm Keanu in the Matrix, you in The Replacements n***as outline me but nobody can trace it Cause I ain't nobody but a kid who wore braces With a comic book collection in grandma's basement It's only because of her that I'm still trying to make it Every single night I think, "Damn, where the day went?" Am I meant for this state or here to make a statement? A homebody so being nobody is flagrant On my NES just wishing to save greatness This talent can't be wasted watching other n***as do it Super hero songs, how the f** ain't I included? Cause I done worked to hard to see these f**ers act stupid Rappers who rap, saying they don't listen to rap music It took four years to escape Wichita's grasp Me and Lil' Wayne's song helped me get on blogs fast Finally in the race but I let all of y'all pa** Let the mags get you ga**ed, lit a match and watch you crash Ha, I slowly drive by and just laugh You Forth Of July hype, it be over in a flash I don't expect sh** that I didn't work my f**ing a** off to get That's why I gotta blast off with this Checking my Myspace, subject line says, "Vizzy Know you get this all the time, but I hope that you read me." So I read it You know what it says? "I rap and I'm the best, check my page and you'll believe it." That's when I seen it all Flashback to '03, me and Bling handing out mixtapes at the mall That's when I noticed that I've gotten really far They didn't believe in me so how can't I believe in y'all? Now I'm on a level, dudes on labels on my songs Fans write back like, "I didn't think you would respond." Nah I ain't high, the ground is what I'm on And where I plan to stay and plan to lay when I'm gone Leave my pain on the stage everyday that I perform And pray for a parade in the state that I put on I stay strong though they sending mixed messages Cause when the movie ends, I'm always discredited But I chill, no sedative I'm an acquired taste like fetishes I tell 'em "hush" while I huff and I puff Till I blow down the door or you could just let us in But they won't cause that's too easy But the hard road will make you strong though, believe me I just felt a blow of wind on my back In a soundproof booth, I hope my grandma is back I need you here Now more than ever Career is in a jigsaw, can't put it together Like the Molemen who never got 'em completed Cause they didn't have the time or started losing the pieces So before I lose my mind I try to get right with Jesus My mom is so religious sometimes I just don't believe it Cause I will pray for money, for gas then church had ended And I would see the ministry drive away in Benzes The pictures different if you looking through the lenses Of a dude who's probably been bit more than a dentist I could go on Z You can see the list is endless But I'mma stop here yo, I'm finished