Xclusive - Stay lyrics

Now hold up ima tell why I'm chose Cuz I care more about the truth than my lyrics being cold Rather spit longevity than sh** that gets old The straw that broke the camels back because I broke the mold See in my father all the things I hate bout me Especially pride but it's hard when they tout me I don't touch sh** you should know that bout me Cuz Everything I touch turn to gold like alchemy How can we stop this prodigy I gotta be the hottest g while I flee the bottom see reality Like they cussing on me haters keep discussing on me But if he bring the reaper best believe I got some cushion on me My worst fear is turning my father Choking you up as tears pop out ya eyes While my children huddle in a corner scared to step up Cuz I'm paranoid think you cheating telling lies How could you blame me if you knew what I was doing If you was really conscientious of these hoes that I be screwing I been hitting raw probably caught something and I brought it home to you and not you caught something too and I see Lil Chris looking at me for the way When he come and ask why tell me what Im supposed to say They father not superman he's just a lost n***a, living life by the day temptations got me Promised myself that They would never see me change But all these girls and close friends really get to actin strange Now that you got a little money every body acting funny And get mad when you ain't the one to give em all a free way f** that I learned to see through the lies Studied the Paul eckman way so when I look in girls eyes You ain't sweeping nothing under the rug I'm calling everything while I stare at ya mug In a college with no major concentration Except these fast a** girls with easy penetration I'm talking stressful misery no f**in motivation Except the cut between the thighs that's a f**in motivation Finally had enough heart to chase love But I was clueless to the game a nube and a scrub Caring heart out on my sleeve while I treat you like a queen But you'd rather lead me on and f** the thug Aspirations spitting flows to the crowd I'm talking even shy people scream my lyrics out loud But you want me to stay so you lie about having a child Plotting to trap me all the while When my car got hit I felt the pain in my face All I could see was gla** all over the place I saw god and I cried pleading out Said I was ready to go he said you gotta stay Like yeezy say I can't complain what that accident did to my left eye Cuz look what an accident did to left eye First Aaliyah now Romeo must die I know I got angels watching me from the other side