Wretch 32 - Trillmatic (Behind Barz) lyrics

I say the new me don't wanna trap, I want a trap star Lizzy on my mind, my T-shirt and on my bank card It's wrong driving round in a Porsche tryna act hard Take into account my accountants, my new gang darg Been through more Os than a pack of Polos So I'm smelling mint fresh for them triple X hoes My peehole be the window to my soul gla** Panoramic roof, guess I shouldn't throw stones I can throw a brick though... sh** joke I just met a girl this Christmas, says she doesn't drink Coke She laughed when I said I'm a company on my own I'mma give this girl the runaround, forget a lift home I'm saying this year I'm on my game I'm raising hell knowing heaven's just a step away Think it's a joke Heath Ledger took the leap of faith He won an Oscar, wonder if he had a speech to say Rate the celeb but he didn't even get to celebrate That's why I'm tryna see my day before I see my grave And let my journey be the route that all my people take Think it's a sprint and get lapped up in a steeplechase, that's how I got my breathing space I'm in my own league, they don't exist here f** a hotel, I'm really in the premiere, I'm One of the realest really selling over here 300 I'mma make at least 300 every year One year I had about 100k to spare I gave 50 back to charity so f** it all I'm 'ere Don't tell me bout your bezzle, don't tell me bout your kettle They've got macs up in my ends, I'm tryna apple save the webbles I'm a way out from weighing Now I'm weighing up my options on how I can play it If out of all my brothers I'm the one that makes it The head of the family must be fairly related and I ain't feeling that I need to see everybody getting bread So when the food came, everybody got a Z Too sweet at Christmas, everybody getting fed Single mum with five kids, that's real struggle in the flesh Tried to save the barbers but ran in on a sense Getting people into clubs ain't really sharing my success The kids are the future so I always try invest That's why they telling David Lammy I'm the MP in my ends Two chainz on my neck, see I disciple change From no food in the kitchen, just had a microwave From not a pot to piss in to nice designer plates From relegation, eviction to now the title race Tottenham's Man City but I got Arsenal faith I got ox in the chamber, don't let me blast away Behind every good rapper, there's a singer made Who looks after the dark knight just like Michael Caine I'm f**ing slicker, I'm f**ing sh** up Every time I'm f**ing down, I just f**ing get up Cuh I'm f**ing with ya doesn't mean I'm f**ing with ya I'm always f**ing sweet, I'm never f**ing bitter, nah I take my hat off to Kone and Krept I love when yungens do it indie and get major checks I know we're drinking from the bottle, taking baby steps But keep looking down on us and it'll break your necks That's why you won't see me at the MOBOs or the BRITs I'll be in the units tryna save them lost kids My presence told the students having talent is a gift Think millionaire's a fairytale? I'm tryna show them it exists I've got a sleeping beauty in my bed right now I've got some magic beans just from what I write down When my beanstalk grew, Pocahontas lied down Obama's got seven dwarves in his snow white house I guess it don't take chance, it takes change I swap the C with a G, I switch lanes I'm the young Roger Ames, slick Rick James And EA Sports know my name, I'm in the game