Winterpills - Laughing lyrics

I started losing you About the time you told me everybody knew I fell under the strain And through the rear-view mirror watched you Circle 'round the drain I go back to all the places I've known I knock hard but no one's ever at home Why does every brilliant color I'm shown Wanna bleed to gray? And I can't hear you laughing anymore I can't hear you laughing I tried to find our flat But god would never ever let us have the keys to that I tried to buy a house But the deal she offered me would mean You'd have to call me Faust I go back to all the places I've known I knock hard but no one's ever at home Why does every brilliant color I'm shown Wanna bleed to gray? And I can't hear you laughing anymore I can't hear you laughing