Wildhood - Only Wonder lyrics

[Pre-Chorus] Raised in the city in the shadow of blueprints Pays to be pretty and my brain'll consume it What a marvel of modern times She's quite a spectacle But I'm drawn to the most unexplainable beauty You see what I'm saying is [Chorus] You're my only one You're my only one You're my only one You're my only wonder In a world of numb In a world of numb In a world of numb In a world of numbers [Verse] You see I once heard a poet say we write things to figure them out I tried to apply this to my writing but I found I'd Still plan the words I thought before I jot 'em down I'm trying to find the clarity but it gets blocked out Still I'm so happy writing Remember writing? When one shaped the words we said before typing When pain occurred I didn't type I realised it through my forearm through my hands a pen that just supplied ink, yeah The only therapist I'll ever need A catalyst for relaxing worries that I breed But the further that we edge towards these newer times Pleas of a simpler age reign supreme as I breathe As I breathe via my heartbeat Via the social promises that I can't keep Smoking's cathartic plus I drink to keep my past schemes Focus on what I believe will craft me 'Cause every day I try perfecting my own sculpture Not to be displayed just be accepted by a culture Never want to be the one digested by the vultures Just trying to be a guy who people wanna gain respect from Triggering the notion that my mind's my greatest weapon What are you scared of? What a tainted question What aren't you scared of? That oversteps a mention Yeah, I said that oversteps a mention 'Cause I haven't got a fear I haven't got a phobia I'd like tom make it clear what frightens me's not holiness I'm not scared of the devil I'm not scared of d**h or fire I often find that warmth and light are aspects I admire I'm not scared of delinquency or overstepping marks A paradox supplied when I'm feeling bright when in the dark I'm not scared of anything apart from a wedding ring It seems self sabotage is something I'm developing [Chorus] But you're my only one You're my only one You're my only one You're my only wonder [Pre-Chorus] Raised in the city in the shadow of blue You've got a beauty that I can't refuse Let me travel into your mind [Chorus] You're my only one You're my only one You're my only wonder In a world of numb In a world of numb In a world of numbers You see I'm [Verse] I like to think that you're still nice but you remember me I can't even try and be the guy I used to be I've changed a lot I like to think that I've changed beautifully You still think I lack a lot, dutifully But all I say is nowadays I find I'm due to leave And I find I'm more comfortable in certain places I find that I'm uncomfortable taking part in races That I haven't really agreed to be part of I wasn't first to starve but hope that I'm the last off 'Cause they always say the nice guys, they never finish places Ya, but I'm [?] traces of any past Evils that I've had Ya, I'm thinking that I am Bad