Watch Me Fall - Waves lyrics

The soil I'm lying on is cooling down with the vanishing daylight And bitter are these tears in my eyes They're slowly flowing down my cheek like glowing pearls But those pearls are for the swine The mind behind this weak body tries to isolate Not willing to crystallize the reasons for my grief I try to figure out how I came to this state Where all the paths lead me just further from the light Time flows on like a stream and pa**es the dead of the night But it just pushes me further from delight I feel my life sinking far too deep When this self-deception won't let me fall asleep The sky breathes black but still it shines Like a halo upon my mental darkness I'm bleak, cold and blond as the lack of will makes the waves roll in... Here I ride again on these waves of misery I'm all but sane as I close my eyes And try to see the stars which shine no light