Warsan Shire - How to Wear your Mothers Lipstick lyrics

You must wear it like she wears disappointment on her face You must hide the surprise of tasting other men on your lips Your mother is a woman and women like her cannot be contained. You find the black tube inside her beauty case, where she keeps your fathers old prison letters, you desperately want to look like her, film star beauty, you hold your hand against your throat your mother was most beautiful when sprawled out on the floor half naked and bleeding. You go to the bathroom to apply the lipstick, somewhere no one can find you your teeth look brittle against the deep red slickness you smile like an infant, your mouth is a wound you look nothing like your mother you look everything like your mother. You call your ex-boyfriend, sit on the toilet seat and listen to the phone ring, when he picks up you say his name slow he says i thought i told you to stop calling me you lick your lips, you taste like years of being alone.