Wander - Not Worthy lyrics

I put you on a pedestal, I don’t know why I watch you through a telescope with weary eyes Blindly, I follow all you say Hoping that you'll find yourself loving me someday Don’t leave me behind I’m lost all the time Now you’ve gone away It hurts every day I’ll pretend I’m the hero you’re dreaming of Take my hand And we’ll dance until I wake up I try to speak before you go But now I’m left here on my own again Empty the blood from my veins I’ll never change The flaws I can’t control I can’t escape this fate Or the monsters that call my name Denial takes it's toll Fears that I’ll never get off my chest Lost track of the reasons why I don’t feel whole Guess I’ll never know Seems like I’ll never clean up my mess Feels like they’re trying to take apart my soul But still I’m dreaming of a place to call home