Wander - Brave lyrics

I wake up and remember who I am The product of obscure design, A pent up agitated mind Lost sight of my most calculated plans Broke every promise to myself, A pattern I know all too well Direction is harder to come by when I'm all alone Connections are carelessly severed when I need them most For what? Search for another excuse, or regret the truth as soon as you find it Put up with mental abuse, by pretentious fools who think that they're so open-minded I can't stand biting my tongue, but when I'm candid you always lash out and deny it So when you're coming undone, remember honesty only hurts more when you fight it It's difficult to say, if I'll ever find a way to clean the mess inside my mind And I've tried to put to rest, the pounding in my chest that causes me to fall behind I've been here before, but I don't want to stay, I'm planning my escape So unlock the door, and though I am afraid, I'll brave the world away I hear them calling my name, and now there's nowhere to hide, there's nowhere to hide I'm throwing out all the shame, that hangs in my heavy mind, in my heavy mind Get up before it's too late, this bed is covered in lies, it's covered in lies I'm moving out of the shade, so I can welcome the light, I'll welcome the light