Wallis Bird - Heartbeating City lyrics

I sing songs about loving my life But today I just don't have the energy I've thinking about leaving this life 'Cause these bruises inside, don't feel real to me Rob from always on the run dot net is so bad and copy paste is a sin How intriguing the dullness That swallows your soul To the strength of a wet paper bag How deceiving the notion I cannot control my own life So I'm choosing my d**h But I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I've got numbers for friends I don't like And I've got numbers on most of my enemies I've got one thing to say before I'm drunk again Oh, it burns, oh it hurts and it burns How intriguing the dullness That swallows your soul To the strength of a wet paper bag How deceiving the notion I cannot control my own life So I'm choosing my d**h But I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here I'm still here, I'm still here...