Tyler Ca**idy - How I Feel lyrics

[Intro] Can't feel a thing, can't even feel pain Somebody help me out You just got, gotta tell me why [Verse 1] It's heavy, I feel it slipping through my fingers The smoke from the shot in my past life lingers I'm calling but I think the world is turning off the ringers Oh well I'll leave a voicemail I turn it on to speaker I'm checking out it's kinda hard what's this about? Middle finger to the sky, when we try to call him out If I can make him mad enough then maybe he'll just show up Then I don't got to pull this trigger, he'll just make me blow up Wish I could say that I was nervous, I don't feel a thing Been waiting 8 years for the big bang and blood stains I've seen enough rain and suffering and hustling I'm not saying I'm not sane but I think I'm not sane In just a couple of seconds right before the shot rings I get to see an image of my life where there is not rain I get to see a vision of my life where there is not pain And not shame, so I lay down the gun and run the life lane [Chorus] Millions of people Know just how I feel Millions of people Know just how I feel [Verse 2] I look in the mirror at the face of adversity In the eyes of the person I hate, who doesn't quit hurting me You're my own worst enemy, you're grinning me Don't wanna see me fly up out that city, bring my kin with me But now I'm hungry, I'll make the world hate how much they love me Coming from the underground, slummed up and grubby Waiting for you fat cats to keep on getting chubby Keep up filling up that tummy, yummy, yummy, yummy, yummy And imma eat you all up in one bite, my life Yeah imma knock you all out with one strike, my life Yeah imma cut you all down with one knife, my life My pain, my strife, my life, all right? See me in the street when you pa** me in your benzes On the sidewalk waiting outside of your fences Up your driveway past your 20 inch rims' And beating on the door till it's bouncing off the hinges [Chorus ] Millions of people Know just how I feel Millions of people Know just how I feel [Verse 3] Thank you, everyone who's standing in my way You're the light that keeps me up at night, the darkness in my day You're the garbage in my garden, you're the reason that I'm hardened I'm a rock inside a shell, I've been through hell now I'm a Spartan I'm good ol' uncle sam, I'll look you in your eyes I want more than just to hear your cries I want your demise I want you, I want you, I want you, I want you, I want you, on this rope, God I hope I break through I want your head and your heart and your hopes and your dreams Everything you want, everything you want from me You're my curse, you're my hearse You're my d**h, you're my birth You're everything I can't control, everything that hurts I'm your nightmare man, almost right there man What's another year? Been at this for a light year man I'm the winner at the finish line, no matter how you try Because the difference between you and I is I'm ready to die [Chorus ] Millions of people Know just how I feel Millions of people Know just how I feel