Tudor Lodge - Help Me Find Myself lyrics

I wander through the battlefield A torn and weary soldier And with every casualty I'm just one more day older I remember Denise And I think maybe I told her Of an unsolved equation In the papers of my folder And I search for myself Maybe you can help me Find myself and teach me my own mind She didn't stop to answer me She said that she must leave me Maybe she heard me But just could not believe me Then I met her image And I thought that she'd relieve me But as soon as I had spoken I knew that she'd deceive me And I search for myself Maybe you can help me Find myself and teach me my own mind I found a path and followed it To where I do not know I thought that in the chapel ground Maybe my fruits would grow A preacher said he'd help me To learn all there was to know But he was feeding from his Bible And stopped thinking long ago And I search for myself Maybe you can help me Find myself and teach me my own mind I've heard wise men talking Of how to play the game They proclaim the source of life But die off just the same And those who they supported Are crippled now and lame And limp away to hide within The shadows of their shame And I search for myself Maybe you can help me Find myself and teach me my own mind