Troub Nasty - I Keep Trying lyrics

[Verse 1] I Feel My Life Is Like A Movie I'm Spittin' This For The Soundtrack You Stereotype Me Because You Think You Got Me Down Pegged When You Ain't Even Got A Clue Where I Been To Or Been Through Maybe You Just Rather Pretend To Live A Life Of Hard Ship Families In Apartments Couldn't Afford A Bed So f** It Let's Hit The Carpet I Remember Momma Used To Be In The Kitchen Ramen On The Stove But My Poppa Was Missin' In Compton Probably Up At A Crack House He's Cracked Out Probably Out Doing Smack Now It's All Bad But Hey Life Is A b**h I Wanna Hate But Aye Its What It Is So Many Times I Sat Wondering Why? So Many Times I Sat Wanted To Cry Why The f** Its Got To Be Like This Huh? And Why The f** We Couldn't Be All Rich [Chorus] I Struggled My Whole Life But I Ain't Crying I Hustle To Get By And I Ain't Lying Still Hoping To Get Mine And I Keep Trying sh**.. & Only God Knows Why (x2) [Verse 2] My Situation So Secretive Never Knowing What Lisa Did Missed Placed My Trust She Didn't Break It But Weakend It See Understand Role Models I Never Had I Have A Dad But The Face Of Another Man But Now I Know When I Was Always The Black Sheep The Bad Seed Momma Why Did You Have Me? Its Like A Bad Dream Lingers & Taunting The Feelings Haunting You Wonder Why I'm Awnry I'm Like A Zombie Dazed In My Own World I'm Like My Own Dad Now I Got My Own Girls So Dang Nab It The Past You Can Have It I'm Moving Onward Regrets A Bad Habit So I Don't Look Back Or Dwell On The Past Tense I'm Looking Past It I'm Being Pa**ive I Need A Preacher To Preach Me A Pa**age But Life Goes On And Time Keeps Pa**in' [Chorus] (x2)