Trophy Scars - Time in Heaven, Forever in Hell lyrics

Remember the sound when my phone hit the ground When you cursed out my name and you said that you never loved me But I thought you were joking so I asked you again and You said it again like there wasn't a first And you paused with a silence so I'd know for damn sure that you were not joking You never loved me I thought about what wasn't talked about And I thought for days and I thought out loud And I thought to myself I wish I never met you I always knew the banshees sang for me And Seraphim would never rescue me I fell in love with a younger girl Her small sharp teeth with her hair in curls From Jersey to Scranton at least twice a week It was hell on the band but never bothered me I did it all because I wanted to Under the pretense that you loved me too I couldn't argue when you wanted to leave I wanted you happy, I thought that's all you need I offered my soul, I was just so tired Now these pills won't help me fall asleep My hell is a lonely place But I'll never forget your face Everything that I want to change Rea**ures me that I won't be saved