Trash Boat - Second Wind lyrics

[Verse 1] Feel suffocated, caught up in your words like sustenance You talk about me as if I'm already dead Every day's the same old sh** “He was such a promise kid” So if it's downhill from here then what secures my footing? [Verse 2] So sick of losing room to breathe Why can't you all just leave me be Don't want to talk through anything but you keep on pushing Because I can't fight back on good intentions Words fall short of breaking tension And if it's all downhill from here then why am I not moving? [Chorus] I'm just another failure (A hard fight like it's always been) And I'm prone to misbehavior But I‘ve got my second wind And I don't believe in saviors Keep your absolutes I hope they work for you But I'm not up to you [Bridge] And I worry These confrontations make me sick, I'm already over it And I worry Complications make me sick I look you in the eyes and just walk away And I worry, and it makes me sick I look you in the eyes and walk away And I worry, and it makes me sick I look you in the eyes and walk... [Chorus] I'm just another failure (A hard fight like it's always been) And I'm prone to misbehavior But I‘ve got my second wind And I don't believe in saviors Keep your absolutes I hope they work for you But I'm not up to you