Trails Of Anguish - Reaping Life's Frailty lyrics

I grasped blindly at feverish absolution Cut and opened by razors of pure unbearable chaos This world seems so obsolete now , my own catafalque Guided by whispers of insanity , murmuring truth Beyond all possible reason , my soul is replenished By hate and misery , ravished in exquisite chagrin Mesmerized by shivers of enfrosted purity My conceptions drowned in instincts of extinction Caressed by winds of darkened embrace Bathing in misery, gagging to breath My hearth tormented by lack of life Unbalanced by pa**ion This love abloomed once Left scars of undescribable sufferance Bearing disgusting needs Encrafted un desillusive darkness Stench of martyrize sanctity Emanates in merciless cruelty Ravaged by warlust, seeking the source of this empowerment Craving all that is imperceptible, so silently flows my pain Daggers of misery have slaughtered my halcyons I've withdrawn in a coffin of agonizing tormentations I'm bleeding the blood of the accused, poisoning all who feared Those nightmarish adumbrations who've torn my sanity Which plague my purest convictions Beauty reflects my disdain Deep-rooted in doubtful distrus Fading in a painful soliloquy Waves of anguish sprawling and spreading through my veins So cold and fragile lies my memories Expelled from this path of cursed misanthropy Shivers of terrorized melancholia numbed my soul Embedded in a world unseen , sprawled by darkness Withering as a fallen leaf, drained of all life I died in my mind... Inhabited by shrieks of pure insanity Leaving my spirit in ghostly haze Those undescribable laughter whispered within my essence Tearing my conceptions in futile wreckage of Eden Grasped my inside to powerfully Clawing on life still remaining What abloomed and adorned , shall wither and decay My essence shall never flourish again Llife shall'nt be granted...(Again?)