Tooneishon - Grateful In Pain lyrics

[Bridge] You're the most important part of me My mind just can't stop thinking about you And you're not here right now Sometimes I think about our most good moments and I wanna cry I'm hoping for things to go better, but I need your presence right here [Verse 1] I can't describe how the life is without you When you leaved me I was sad and cried too As I remember those days when we were best friends But now I see that those days are already over The time is pa**ing and we're getting older I always say in my bed "I'd like to be with her, hug her" In elementary school I loved you, but I needed to be taller You said that we'd be best friends forever, no matter Yesterday you said that, today is other time, not better My friends told me that I should forget all We pa**ed, our good moments I wasn't forgetting They're always on my mind, reminding That today alone I am, in my room crying An opportunity, I'm trying to be with you singing [Hook] 'Cause I'm grateful for being my friend In the good moments or bad ones you were always there I'm singing to you with feeling, I'm sincere My friend, I love you, I want you to be my girlfriend From our relationship I'll always take care [Verse 2] 3 years ago you helped me dealing with what messed me Do you remember that girl? I was just pretending to be happy While you were with other person, you were breaking me You thought I was crazy for her, no, this can't be I only love you, but I don't even know if it can be All I wanted to tell you, I couldn't, it's D- Cember, I wanted to be with you behind a Christmas tree Now I'm expressing all this in a song that for me Took a lotta time to write, remembering the good friends that we used to be I wanted to kiss you that July 15 as a farewell I was too nervous, I couldn't, now I realize that it wasn't well After that, two friends I lost I was starting to feel in the hell Sad in hell, all my emotions, my self esteem, they fell Our ways have been separated, at highschool it wasn't the same You're in another place, it's not the same if you're not here [Hook] 'Cause I'm grateful for being my friend In the good moments or bad ones you were always there I'm singing to you with feeling, I'm sincere My friend, I wanted you to be my girlfriend From our relationship I'll always take care [Verse 3] WinnerTaco, the iPhone? Do you remember? The fun we used to had Or talking about our crush, my pet, Candy, I don't know where she's at Every time I wanted to tell you how I felt, but I thought that you'd be mad In 4th grade you made me one prank that I even out of my house I ran Or every time that you said that from Justin you are a big fan We had a big friendship, it had to be ruined, goddamn Change of school, change of live, it's not the same without that voice, oh man Or in our unforgettable ride, when I saw a yellow car you wanted to hide It was three of us eating from the same plastic cup, soup and fun all the time After that ride, after you leave me alone, I don't think my days can shine Right now I'm in the corner of my bed writing to try to tell you that I'm not fine As I didn't talk to you, I thought that it'd be nice To tell you all the things that I feel singing all the time I hope that this can touch your heart and we can be at those times again And end up with all this f**in' pain [Hook] 'Cause I'm grateful for being my friend In the good moments or bad ones you were always there I'm singing to you with feeling, I'm sincere My friend, I wanted you to be my girlfriend From our relationship I'll always take care [Verse 4] Now if you just could come here in my house To demonstrate that even if I'm singing loud In real life I can't even make a whisper sound It was enough leaving you, but now I wonder how I could decide to come here, where I always make doubts At the school I'm awkward and shy When I wake up I remember and cry With a f**ing [fake family] that only makes me [die] A [fake s*ut sister] that thinks she owns what is mine Now if I could have you there in my bed all night Looking at the sky, counting stars, kissing you I might But I know that you're not here with me tonight Two years later my happiness it's not in Me, you're lacking in this heart cold and thin Our separated lives make this pistol spin In my head, after I leaved my city it's been Hard to live, you're my only female friend You said you loved me, too late, that's a sin I ain't know but I love you, Joceline! [Hook] 'Cause I'm grateful for being my friend In the good moments or bad ones you were always there I'm singing to you with feeling, I'm sincere My friend, I wanted you to be my girlfriend From our relationship I'll always take care [Bridge] You're the most important part of me My mind just can't stop thinking about you And you're not here right now Sometimes I think about our most good moments and I wanna cry I'm hoping for things to go better, but I need your presence right here [Outro] I'm sitting at a corner watching the moon and the stars And I always think about you How much I miss you, how much I love you Time to express all that, because the text's aren't enough I hope you be fine, and you look at me for once Forget all present and get back to the past