Too Much Joy - Years lyrics

Things you should've said are running through your head What you could've shown to the people you have known They don't understand why you're getting out of hand You'd like to explain, but it would take years Go walking in the rain to wash away the pain Wash away the dirt and wash away the hurt Getting depressed as you're getting undressed It's nothing new it's been going on for years And you're being swallowed whole By just what you don't know And it's snapping at your heels Now you know how hard that feels Lying on your bed pretending that you're dead Feeling kind of bad 'bout what you have and haven't had Too much has been going wrong for twenty years too long It's only all your life it's only all your years Go swimming in the sea to drown the misery Fill the emptiness and k** the something less Swim back to the shore with forty problems more It'd be almost funny if it was someone else