Tony Tillman - New One lyrics
[ Verse 1: Chad Jones] Satan going at my heart like hyenas on a fresh k** Chad you got swag get her bagged wit ya' mad sk**s I recognize the lie wanna run like the cops coming Fight against my deeper need? I scared to let my heart jump in Boom pow, Afraid my heart can catch a beat down Plus I know that sin can't help my deeper needs now Under the lie tho, Where's a truth that needs exposing If Sin is calling I ain't Goin If truth is calling what's my emotion? "Hello." "What up bro? Where you at?" Demonized needs get ignored until a bigger trap I figured that, God don't care bout Fun, I ain't his devout Son What I wants invalid Don't give in to that My heart is crying out to experience redemption Overjoyed at my selection but while I'm here it need attention The Gospel gave my heart a voice and Jesus always listened Your heart is screaming at you too, but you only hear whispers [Hook: Derek Minor] Instead of falling back and retreat, I just wanna be accepted Instead of fighting lust inside me, I really wanna feel pa**ion Instead of life in survival mode, I want a life full of expression God you made my heart good, but it be lying to me daily Uhh, I need a new start I need a new one I need a new one I need a new one I need a new one A new start with a new heart Yeah, a new start with a new heart I need a new one I need a new one I need a new one I need a new one A new start with a new heart Yeah, new start with a new heart I need a new one [Verse 2: Tony Tillman] Cause this old one got all this trash on it Can't see my face in the mirror I got this mask on it Phantom of the opera, my life is damaged from past moments I need a new one, something fresh with the tags on it Yeah, thoughts of the future are horrifying, this broken vessel leak out the power you pour inside I need a new body, this old one's sort of dying, to occupy i was thinking something more glorifying Put me on your spinning wheel, shape me like your hands do, mold me like some pottery and make me something brand new Brand new, water me until I'm tall as bamboo Put your yoke around my head and shoulders like the shampoo I'm trying to reach this destination in a wrecked car It's a hard drive, and i ain't tech smart I know my character don't always play the best part Therefore I'm always praying asking for a fresh start [Hook] [Verse 3: Canon] A change of heart, transplant, take the garbage in me out like a trashcan All I see is dark nights like I'm batman But all I wanna do is bear the fruit and that's my pa**ion These idols in my heart On the real tryna keep me battling Should I follow what I thought was right Or should I follow what the heart keep pa**ing me? She fine and yeah she cla**y, she look good but yet she nasty On the real tryna get my haha But I'm tryna duck when she daffy Her feet keep chasing after me But that ain't all that's after me folks Put you life on a stage that sits to high you bound for tragedy From heaven I get my gifts At first they like those gifts But when you use your gifts and spit whats real to the world They hike yo gifts But I ain't gotta fight like this They all approve of what you say plus what you do But then again when you get up in they grill They all gone slaughter you I promise you This battle tryna please these folk who love you is my animal They throw rocks, I ain't shatter proof ' Lord, do what you gotta do