Tomorrow's Finest - Standstill lyrics

I'm only screaming these words To get them off my chest My head is filled with thoughts and feelings I can't seem to collect And maybe I'm being irrational But I can't help who I am I've been pulled apart By the seams and sewn together by unstable hands Now I'm stuck at a fork in the road Wondering which way I should go (Am I lost) But in the back of my mind (Or am I simply wasting time on this?) I want to believe that I know Don't tell me that the end is near You know that isn't something I can stand to hear I've got a mind of gla** and a heart of stone But at least I've got something I can call my own Searching for answers and losing my mind Why can't you stay in or out of my life Picking up pieces of what's left behind All with the risk of you faking those lines And now my feelings change And they grow And they dip And they ebb And they flow I can't forgive what you've done to me Now I'm stuck at a fork in the road Wondering which way I should go (Am I lost) But in the back of my mind (Or am I simply wasting time on this?) I want to believe that I know Don't tell me that the end is near That isn't something I can stand to hear I've got a mind of gla** and a heart of stone But at least I've got something I can call my own (x2) I never thought I would say this but you brought it out Meeting you is a memory I could live without The thought of a future with someone like you Is probably the last thing that I would pursue