Tommy Kay - Should Be Us lyrics

[Verse 1] I gave up the gold like I stopped at the finish line You told me things would get better just give it time But I can't forget us, as hard as I tend to try Even with another girl in bed you in my distant mind You were my star but the whole sky was misaligned After graduating we were bound to hit a different grind Started smoking weed had you thinking I'm sniffing lines But stealing your heart then breaking it was the malicious crime I ain't proud I'm just the typical college guy Doing that to ya, I never planned to drop it like The way I did cause you always had me on a chronic high But that day I swear my dreams died no homicide I spent months layin with ya tryna give you faith That even though we so far apart what we had would stay But I betrayed every ounce of trust you had in me And had your whole world crash down like a flat souflee And each pa**ing day I see every prom dance And our first kiss in my high school parking lot damn Hearts on fire loved the Heat like some Lebran fans It's all on me I blew it up like a Unabomb man Everyday's a struggle, don't know why I put an end to you It eating me away seeing other guys get into you It should be us, but all I got is a pen or two Writing bout how we fell apart when we went to school [Hook] Layin alone, thinking bout where you are It was all my fault I let things go too far Clouds over my head you know its just stormy weather Because it should be us together In the studio just thinking bout who you seein No life left in me I swear I'm barely breathin This heart in my chest is just some broken treasure Cause you know it should be us together Yea it should be us together x3 [Verse 2] If everyone deserve it then tell me where my second chance Fighting for ya love till I die no veteran And you won't understand why you can never be just a friend It's a front row seat to watch you find another man After the split I sent you flowers on V-Day You shot me down no delay, life's a beach you turned mine into D-Day My mind decays, when I hit dream state You're back in my arms hidden emotions all replay Wake up to you gone, all I got are bars left I ain't a star yet but one day I'll hit that red carpet And maybe that'll bring you back yea I know that its far fetched Like tryna play ball with a dog that can't even walk yet But as long as we alive imma keep a drop of hope Cause I can't stand in a crowded room and say im not alone Girl I'll paint the picture clear black and white monochrome I treated you right top cla** like the honor roll Every girl compared to you just always seem to fall short Cause everything we had was straight magic like Hogwarts And every day I wish I could take away our July Fourth And bring our love back cause you the only one I'd die for