Toluca Lake - Advice lyrics

I remember time alone outside spent waiting All this time and I had realized what I was chasing I just can't tell what to think I guess I've been making mistakes alone I'm sure I won't see you around anymore I just don't know who to be Counting down to the dreams where I won't see you anymore Counting down to the dreams where I won't see you I can't remember the last time I took my advice But maybe that's just how I learned how to fight It still bothers me to hear my words fall off your tongue, or see the bits of me I left with you when I was done, but I have only myself to blame for this It still bothers me to hear my words fall off your tongue, or see the bits of me I left with you when I was done. I've only ever wrecked the homes I stay in, never building, only breaking Spent a year just asking why you never understood How I believed I know exactly who you want and what you need Only now did it occur to me what it really was It was never me