TLP - Your Canvas lyrics

[Chorus] Pondering when we all gonna wake up Avoiding sobriety She tryna put on make up To impress a blind society Really its your world (Really its your world) Really its your world (Really its your world) Really its your world (x2) [Verse 1] Making good impressions is stressing Best lesson I've learnt from depression Is that knowing you're good enough is more than a blessing But you don't see it anyway do you Along the way I found the darkness in you My mind been through Enough to call your bluff But the best students in life know their knowledge is never enough Not placing myself above you, my judgement's already clouded Northern Lights n***as blowing the loudest But if ya In need of peace, in need of rest I can't direct you anywhere else that does it best [Chorus] Pondering when we all gonna wake up Avoiding sobriety She tryna put on make up To impress a blind society Really its your world (Really its your world) Really its your world (Really its your world) Really its your world (x2) [Verse 2] I say you're more than good enough You're more than good enough An ego the best way to stray a hero But sh** this life is tough Unhealthy coping mechanisms to deal with it all In all this pain around you how dare you pick to only pen how you ball I ain't gonna say it again Time and time earned the title of a friend But I guess you're like time itself, I'd do anything to save you but you're never there when I need you I'd hate to see you swallowed up by these people It sparks up a little light inside to see People I once stood side by side becoming professional doctors,lawyers,writers, chefs Drying the tears in my eyes I see life at its best Really it's your canvas, paint whatever Feel free to let them inspire but control your hand never [Break] Your canvas sh** this where we go insane [Verse 3] Really I've summed up enough damage f** choosing this, if I wasn't an artist how would I manage To shake the bad thoughts out of my mind I should probably be honest this time No I ain't doing fine But im getting my Fair dose of help Well whatever progress I progressively get by helping myself Unshaken faith, but why we saying hell should wait, I feel I've already been denied entry to heavens gates And sent straight here d**h no longer a f**ing fear My n***a what if after all of this, d**h is still worse than here Thinking thoughts way bigger than my existence With false premonitions That the happiness can take more divisions Then I look to repetition Coz repetition made smiling not seem to distant But all that acting healthy sh** is what drew the distance The underdose sparks up chemical reactions far from the reach of most over the counter sh** Besides another d**h wish, and feeling I can't help it Look at what I created Goddammit strike me down right now if SR don't get overwhelmingly famous Dammit I knew I was never your favourite But look here I made it This far to make this I made it I made it [Chorus 2] Pondering when we all gonna wake up Avoiding sobriety She tryna put on make up To impress a blind society Really its my world (Really its my world) Really its my world (Really its my world)