TLP - The Merest lyrics

[Intro] Living Living Living the life One that is suffice Doing my best to get it right Wisdom guides my sight One day I'll be the guiding light [Verse 1] One by one we all fall down Ain't no horses and men to come back around To help us up now You lift yourself up you f**ing catapult that sh** If I had just but one,if I had just one wish It would be for me to see my f**ing dreams Just to clarify that,see myself on my screen When I walk around the popularity irritates me The index's rise,"yo man look its TLP" I'm straight up lovable son That lovable one Remember how it started,calling myself Gun- Man, now I'm risen to a man One with a better plan I've given back to my city already Coz this city has done non' for me But take sh** from me I used to be just happy but now its all draining All still paranoid from the hijack and multiple break ins Never walk with good sh** or risk getting it taken And I can't stand standing around these rich dudes Make a n***a feel broke,na I can't afford sh** to go on Instagram dude Wasted and hating every fragrance that accompanies the day with Elements I can't stand Every taste in the air is bland I tell myself one day it'll be better just gotta sleep it off man And I work on my craft til the late a.m., Coz I can't stop til I'm a certified legend! [Bridge] Days,days,days,days,Days count up Success been accounted for Late nights working til the brain is sore sh** gets worse everyday I don't want no more (Of this,this life is,not something we'd all pick Right now I'm the merest And we all can see it) Merely overlooked everyday That can't happen no more I been working day and night so much that my calendar's tired of me oooh I'm just being I I'm just me Me just tryna be the best TLP he can be [Verse 2] Definitely something Definitely someone Definitely a presence that you should invest in Yes I is Yes I was Yes I will forever be Mentally Stomping everything in my path Lyrically,heartily Same results k**ing n***as pardon me Only so few fans No bands to make a jack in a box dance,(haha) But I still don't wanna give "just f** it" a glance So I put my mind on freeze Turn to G-O-D Try to put my mind on ease But I forget I'm spiritually deaf Besides the holy book I ain't hearing sh** I'm not aware where to go I'm not sure how to get there I hear God makes sure you accomplished what you destined For But I feel like I'm eternally and everlastingly destined for failure Spending every second of my life tryna get greater See zero results Throwing self insults So what if I do got pa**ion I've got zero things worthy of bragging And I feel that I'm lacking And you all feel I'm the merest Feel I'm a whack gimmick So what if he rapping,I don't needa listen And I feel the same But maybe they'll one day feel I'm not lame Knock every ball outa the park n**uh you can't lie we far from the start Stop-Stop every doubt hold it back I vow to make every surrounding so far from whack Humanist to myself Solution equals to get the wealth Right now it all seems fictitious But we will be doing well and viscious To the game and the herb makes a billow Ratchet blacksmith with my weaponary rhymes call me Willow Daily working on getting my IQ sharper And life will forever,remain one big Conundrum....