TLP - Half Of It lyrics

[Intro] You don't know me I don't wanna know you That sh** is true That sh** is true All these late nights They been bad for my psyche That sh** is true That sh** is true [Verse 1] Bang I pull the trigger just so I could see If i was gone who would really miss me I bet you not plenty In fact its not any Coz nobody really know me Never got the emotional space to really show me Never really saw the eyes of the beast that could control me But they all claim to know me! Three most important letters ranked above my life, that be TLP Let's roll [Chorus] I tried to stay for good But they'd hate me they would But they'd hate me they would(ay) But they'd hate me they would You don't know me (ay ay) I don't wanna know you Ay you don't know the half of it Ay you don't know the half of it (*2) [Verse 2] I look in the mirror n***a f** you I don't know what these girls see but they do All this stress and pa**ive aggression Destroying my system I pray that they listen All these conflicting visions I see, all I don't wanna see But I prayed lord I prayed that you really helped me Maybe this is all part of the plan Destroy me and reincarnate into more than a man But it don't work if I ain't left standing Silly n***a just stop with the tantrums Ain't nobody wanna hear that All they wanna hear is the new hip hop; no rap That's a good producer and you screaming catchy vocals Now I look in the mirror and see why God chose you They say if you don't try Then you can't succeed But avoid the swimming You avoid drowning altogether,G But I [Chorus] I tried to stay for good But they'd hate me they would But they'd hate me they would(ay) But they'd hate me they would You don't know me (ay ay) I don't wanna know you Ay you don't know the half of it Ay you don't know the half of it (X2) [Verse 3] You been living in the past tense Its either that or drama fuels you I see it in your actions But what you really gonna do The option of being me Chances o being a celebrity Chances you gonna be distant with the word sleep Possibility your heart will never find peace But what's another L to a n***a who's destiny is victory Dreams of moving back to Discovery Back when I looked in the mirror not thinking this wasn't me If I said I was depressed your mind would start to try and find out why But from where you standing you at best know 10% of my life That happy place man (I tried to stay for good) Pretending all my life was the plan (but they'd hate me, they would) You don't know me I bet you wish you tried I'm tired of this sh** Going to bed depleted tears so I can't cry You don't know the half of it(!!!) Spent half my life dealing with this sh** Too far gone so I can't quit [Chorus] I tried to stay for good But they'd hate me they would But they'd hate me they would(ay) But they'd hate me they would You don't know me (ay ay) I don't wanna know you Ay you don't know the half of it Ay you don't know the half of it (X2)