Tim Goddard - These Questions lyrics

Verse 1 Don't know who I am anymore Highlight these words with an underscore My minds at war, heart being torn With a question I don't have the answer for Am I the good or the bad? Am i happy? am i sad? Going mad, add more question to the ones that i have About myself, my mental health Am actually doing well Or a Marta going himself up like a mortar shell What sort of hell is this one in which i dwell Fell to spell, which turns my head into a cell Don't resemble nor remember what's my normal self To the people that i care for i say my last farewell The aftermath of this self-destructive path Till i laugh at the fact I'm obstructing my way back Wrath turns the tap when I'm trapped in the bath Downing me in scolding water til it all goes black Chorus I just don't know why Whats the answer to these questions These questions in my mind I just don't know why Whats the answer to these questions These questions in my mind Verse 2 Don't know who I am anymore Highlight these words with an underscore My minds at war, heart being torn With a question I don't have the answer for Am I honest or a hypocrite? Is what I say legitimate Or is it made accidentally ambiguous So you don't notice that's it's probably counterfeit Accidentally copied it from what some body else writ Listen to it, for a little bit, just a split Second, stuck in my head like a weapon Maybe the essence of the message left a lingering presence Thats like getting taught something in a lesson Information sets in so when your in the next one You say its your interpretation, is that deception? Cause every thought that we have must be inspired by some one else's Or we would all be speaking our own language Chorus I just don't know why Whats the answer to these questions These questions in my mind I just don't know why Whats the answer to these questions These questions in my mind Verse 3 Don't know who I am anymore Highlight these words with an underscore My minds at war, heart being torn With a question I don't have the answer for Am I the hero or the villain, get a thrilling for a k**ing even if it's To protect a victim Plus I don't listen when fulfilling these feelings Am I willing good or is it fear I'm instilling Make me a protagonist Or is it the antagonist Is being compa**ionate adequate To manage my savageness Cause I'm so pa**ionate, it comes out by accident The blame I'm not pa**ing it, I'm happy with This situat(aish) used to fuel hate Inflame a manic rage I use mutilate You'll pay, so better await a check mate It's my fate to bury you in your rest place Chorus I just don't know why Whats the answer to these questions These questions in my mind I just don't know why Whats the answer to these questions These questions in my mind Outro Ohhh, uh ohhhh Ohhh ohhhh Ohhh, uh ohhhh Ohhh ohhhh Ohhh, uh ohhhh Ohhh ohhhh Ohhh, uh ohhhh Ohhh ohhhh