Tier On3 - Die Alone (Feat. Hannah Risley) lyrics

Verse 1- My trailer's something never been released My life's a movie with no credits rolling down the screen And even if they did I'd be the only one seen Fifteen minutes of that fame with a candle can't see Which path do I take with the fork in the road Spooning with my food for thought that's rotten it'll grow Show me gold, I'm a fool for it stalking it's home Robbed of innocence but in a sense to cents I'm prone Got no time for feelings I've been focused on this dollar How much is it really worth when i ignore my father And all my other family members never hear me holler I've been dedicated to my music no white collar Straight facts with bent opinions I've been living out a lie Can't accept things except if they're proven and revised I've been Skeptical, of holy movements in the sky A fusion of delusional illusions in my eyes Hold on to the flask and I won't let my spirit dive Drowning in my sorrows destined with my dark tomorrows why Must I have these feelings I can't feel them in the night My life cycle is on spin I fear it's never getting dried So I ask Chorus 1- (Hannah Risley) Am I gonna die alone Die alone Die alone Am I gonna die alone Die alone Die alone (Tier On3) Am I gonna die alone I'll guess I'll never know So I grab this 44 and put it right up to my dome Am I gonna die alone Will I ever know So I'm chugging down these pills to just let the feeling go Am I gonna die alone I'll guess I'll never know So I'm hitting back these bottles just to get rid of the cold Am I gonna die alone Will I ever know Tryna save myself but i keep letting go of my soul Verse 2- Late nights up with my imaginary friend Am I hallucinating now or lucid dreaming now again Floating right above me is a shadow on my bed Does he represent my d**h or my future in the next Living in hell with a heavenly aroma My persona is perceived as a loner with no diploma The only A's & B's I've gotten's on the corner Adderal and Benadryl make me a transformer Former me is in a trans as a performer Thoughts are border line breaking borders on recorders If I only knew why my gift was comminated Hatred put down in my basement stacked up with an attics pages Blazing taking pills to enter my R.E.M. unawakened Heavy love is, shown but I guess my heart can't take it Just Too many times up on that pavement Heart's so cold you need an ice pick to break it Is it worth the pain to make my mind go vacant As chemicals invade my heart sinks but my brain lifts My time is ticking, it ticks me off carefully Count your hours cuz they elapse away with celerity Take care of me when I'm pushing daisies go and berry me (bury) In a grave of white roses that were specially sparred for me Never mind f** that grab that bag Smoke a joint relax as your mind slips back Cuz the only way I'm going out ain't from gats It's with 5 cuts, 4 mics, 8 pens, 3 pads