Tier On3 - Crashing Down (Feat. Just Awful & Hannah Risley) lyrics

Verse 1- A kid with chances to get scholarships Wasting time with rocking hits Mom says to do homework in my mind I think like naw that's sh** Ignore my fam cuz these pills I be popping got me lit Stay away from conflict often its something I'm not against Do I need help I convince myself I don't and cop a spliff Can't deal with the pain I resort to re-sort my option list 1 pill, 2 pill, 3 pill, (plop) 4 hits, 5 hits, damn I won't stop Now I'm with the deiform, I don't know how to get down Can't feel my limbs, I feel brain dead, but I'm on a jet wow Tripping to the land of snakes secluded in regret now Sins surrounds me like I'm trapped in Pandora's box with hounds/ Insomnia with eyes wide open resting on my dreams Stay up till 3 to rehearse my music is the key But I feel locked outside my body with extended chems released Don't know why I ain't got help cuz I know what I need (apparently) Chorus 1- I'm crashing down now I'm crashing down Verse 2- Addictive personalities was born with as they set in With concrete details I knew of but ignored and leapt in When my dad left diagnosed Bi-polar had reg sessions Pissed off as I'm cursing, lying, sneaking out I'm only seven Feeling up with girls in first grade on the playground heading Down the wrong path cuz the one I'm taking f**ing needs a reverend Pop a cap, rock it back now i'm on cloud eleven Always up ahead 2 steps but seven B'hind my blessings Took me off my meds at eleven but sums missing I can feel my pain now as my emotions are slowly shifting Like tectonic plates, one slip up than my shoulders chipping Like an ancient statue I'm stone cold I ain't existing Numb to everyone around me like I took some novacane With novas came a hopeless name G-Krillex still go hopes and prays Tier goes a holy lane but I switched mine ain't coping man Pop another one and i block out this world with floating chains Chorus 2- I'm crashing down now I'm crashing down Verse 3- (Just Awful) I've heard this d** delighting Oh right you gotta buy it Well it won't hurt if I try it But the real danger is hiding Cause it's possible I'll like it But I take that bar and bite it But I take that blunt and light it Fatality no fighting You pop the pill you swallow it You choose a path you follow it It's just a bruise go wallow in it Down that bottle till its hollow in it I spell up every letter till I said a Only getting better isn't gonna let a Fella f**ing love these substances When waking up is such a b**h Now I'm f**ing up again Now I'm stuck in mud again Now I can get up I'm dead Please just pump me up wit lead When the f**s this gonna end Chemicals stuck in my head There's my blood it's such dark red Ill repeat that sh** I said I heard that d** delighting But now I'm in bed crying For one nights sleep I'm dying I say I'm good I'm lying Cause I can't feel my f**ing feet This come down I cannot beat Dignity looks steep to me Cause all I sees that pill I need Chorus 3- I'm crashing down now I'm crashing down