Thundrbird - Echo lyrics

[Verse 1] Most of my old friends wanna hit me up to smoke I said na, trying to make music while they choke I guess i must of grown up okay It sure as hell doesn't feel that way Sometime i feel i'm at my worst Then i look to my side and see a curse Like sh**, is that really even me? Came from hating everybody Back when i couldn't even talk out loud They talk about me and the negative was aloud But the talk only wanted me to be better So f** em all whatever Tryna make it on my own No help, a standalone Asking me to parties it's tempting But music is what i'm really attempting Won't believe me when i say i'm not in it for the money My work is free cuz i'm havin' fun with this journey Doing my own sh** havin the time of my life When most of them tryna get a wife (what?) So guess who's back to k** it The one you think who couldn't spit So f** em all its all me The pressures rising but you can't see It's my turn to turn you down Ill hapily do it, f**in drown Matter a fact wheres my crown? My life can feel like a war Doesn't mean i winning, well who am i fighting for? [Hook] People die, people cry Listen closely you can hear the echo Echo, echo, the echo People talk, people walk But f** em all cause i can hear the echo Echo, echo, the echo [Verse 2] I'm giving it all this time there's no handouts When i gave it all you had your doubts So i know where i'm going i chose the right f**in side The pain is too real so i could never f**in hide Can't give up cut the cord end up suicide Holding on to life like i gotta reason that's justified They can talk sh** about me but now all i hear is love Nod my head, turn away and then continue the day In the end i laugh while i watch them play It doesn't matter cuz half of you'll praise me While the other jerks off and leaves a bad comment, i doubt ill see The truths been there echoin' in my head I just had to put in song what i said It really matters to me when it gets read Take a look at their life and have a good laugh So keep hating, youre the show and guess what it's f**in' trash! [Hook] [Verse 3] Don't come up to me acting like you were there I never needed it lets compare Looked like i wasted my time for 2 years Working hard changing gears fighting off my fears Back when you though it wasn't cool If you come looking for me you're the fool Stayed in the ring on my 2 feet wanted you tap in But i beat that mutha f**ing a** and never thought where you been Because i already knew the truth is in my head Kick him to the curb who gives a sh**, leave him for dead Tossing and turning but tryna sleep in my bed So i had to forget it all instead I recorded this track all on my own so if it's trash i'm the only one to f**in blame Goddamn But if it's the f**ing best thing and breaks records you know i earned the mutha f**in fame! [Hook]