Throwing Muses - Colder lyrics

They took a picture And from this cold lightning living me through So I feel like an alarm clock Fire came from my mouth Is pushing me around And I'm not loving and I'm not hating I'm not creating I'm losing my friends and my young dreams That was vicious air spilled in my face out of love And out of love Keep walking If I did the same thing 500 times Could you see it in the dark? I trust the weather I try to make the bodies give me strength Do we see them in the yard? Who cares if they're rolling in bed? There's only darkness upstairs Does love sit cold 'til you put it somewhere? Do objects split it at your heart? I don't see that anymore I'm colder and colder and colder