ThouShaltNot - Something Dire lyrics

I thought I'd gotten over this Day after day after a hundred years What good is it now I tremble to contain Everything promised and never received Everyone said that they wouldn't leave Stop me if I let my tongue spew fire k** me if you cannot reach me Stop me if I'm doing something dire k** me if you cannot teach me I thought I would endure it all I cannot see what I had wanted then What have I done The stains of yesterday All of the time I was lying down Backwards and forwards and bleeding sound But I'll stay again I can wait some more I can stay right here for what's in store I can hold my own Glowing like a rose I will stay right here until you go