Thomas Prime - Cold Moonlight lyrics

[Verse 1] I think I'm the type to Open all my blinds to See the shadow and the light that comes every night and Stare into the black just to look for some topics Just for one to drop and pop with all my other things Then I'd go outside my house, feel the air on my skin Like a sharpened metal cutting out the worries from within Leaving red traces on all of the streets that I've been to All the walls in my city are see-through Pity and dry glue, morning to high noon Self-established arrogance to see who Has dropped the most into sadness and deep blue And it's sad to see it happen so much Everybody's yearning for but still resisting a touch Still I would consider myself one of them Rose-petals on metal, now what a perfect blend [Chorus] This is for the people who struggle inside Don't listen to sad music because they might cry Or f** up their whole day, hear all the others say Man you f**ed up, you ain't good luck Now run away, don't forget to duck [Verse 2] I know I am the type to Never open blinds to Anything that ever happens outside of my window Even during daylight I sit there Another set of blinds down, so the people can't stare Into my room, because I love the darkness Consuming every little spot inside of my apartment Even though I am a sunny person Most of the time, when my head ain't hurting About stuff that I can help and stuff that I don't Things that I can't help and things that I won't Cause I'm a loner even though I'm not really alone Because my head is so stupid even when shown That people care about me and all of my accomplishments I still don't even know how to take a compliment That's some stupid sh** Why can't I make it click? [Chorus] [Bridge] It's the same reason why I always stay inside of my room Same reason why I dread the time from morning to noon Same reason why all of my friends are leaving too soon And I can't save face, need time to groom Same reason why I often feel so hollow inside Same reason why I drift into thought at night I feel like I could be swinging from kite to kite It still says „You're worthless“ inside of my mind [Verse 3] That's bullsh**, I know it My friends are all there, and their love just shows it Helena is helping me to heal the old wounds That I never really recovered from, how cruel But that's what you get when you never leave your room But let's not go there, let's sing a different tune With a different groove It will be different soon Let's hope for the best Until then I will be bumping k** Bill And Three Six, because I have some time to k** Between learning to move on and learning to fight I gotta start somewhere so why not tonight Every fight can be fought, but not always won And I'm scared of the thought that I could be the one Who loses, that's why I keep running Until I can see all the good times coming