Thomas Prime - Bleak lyrics

[Verse 1] Nightmares, with exceptional scares And everytime they come around it's like a game „Truth or Dare“ And then I wake up sweating, see the point I'm heading And my eyes are jetting, wish I could forget it But my soul regrets it, for I don't walk alone Everywhere I go it seems like theres flying stones And I don't really know if my mind made them up Because my head is crashing like the mood in a pub And it is just beginning When I see the world everything starts spinning This voice in my head telling me I'm worthless I don't even feel the need to stop it, curse this [Chorus 1] Sunlight turns turns to moonlight I still feel bleak Staring into nightskies Can't I disappear? [Verse 2] No, you don't understand You have to experience to see where I stand Selfawareness is the humans greatest gift But it can make a nice man feel like this The realisation that I am not a snowflake What I thought was real has all become fake Am I really real? How the hell do I know? When I can't even touch anyone that I know On an atomical level, yes, we all never touched And I can't prove anything, my head feels crushed And I was gonna sugarcoat my thoughts and all But screw this, this issue just isn't small It keeps me awake at night I see fears where I see a glimpse of light And then I cry in my pillow, until I run dry Where I sleep and return to my nightmare-nights [Chorus 2] Sunlight turns turns to moonlight I still feel bleak Staring into nightskies Can't I disappear? [Bridge] Today is the shadow of tomorrow But when I consider that the future isn't really fixed yet This moment right now is already the past And I don't want to live in the past But I can't live in the future And everything I feel happened like 10 milliseconds ago Which means my thoughts are already the past And this destroys me Imma disappear now