This Providence - To k** This lyrics

With a lack of self esteem I walked into my teens And six years later I'm still frustrated I'm still not who I want to be And now it all comes down to Am I treating her right? And now it all comes down to Am I treating her right? Am I treating her right? If I could just be All that I can be for her That's when I'd be the man I long to be I hate this cycle It's a neverending Story of infinite last chances And now it all comes down to Am I treating you right? And now it all comes down to Am I treating you right? Am I treating you right? I keep telling myself Just grow up But it's so easy to say And so much harder to do I hear it each and every day Just grow up It's the only thing left to do It's time to k** this There's no two ways about it Ends today right here right now But it's time I learn that It's not a matter Of saying the right words Or singing the right songs I keep telling myself Just grow up But it's so easy to say And so much harder to do I hear it each and every day Just grow up It's the only thing left to do It's so old but it's not easy To say goodbye to all this heartache To just say no, just run away, endure pain And suffocate every desire that hurts you And now it all comes down to Am I treating you right? And now it all comes down to this Am I treating you right? Am I treating you right? My words and actions don't align My heart is the victim of my mind I keep telling myself Just grow up But it's so easy to say And so much harder to do I hear it each and every day Just grow up It's the only thing left to do I keep telling myself Just grow up But it's so easy to say And so much harder to do I hear it each and every day Just grow up It's the only thing left to do