This Day and Age - Walking Contradictions lyrics

We spent our time, staring at clocks and crossing lines. I always though you were on my side. All you could see were the unattractive parts of me. You wanted out, wanted to be free. And then came the distance; it's as if two years were like an instant. Suddenly I wasn't worth the wait... I don't think I can take much more of this, but I can't let it end. Because who would I be without the one who taught me how to pretend?... Which way to go? We lost our map sometime ago; you walk above, and I'll walk below. I've done my share, and we both know that I've done my best in k**ing you with kindness... Aren't we walking contradictions? Having love, but calling it fiction... I need to be on my own (at least for now). You need to be on your own. But all these thoughts I keep inside; because don't we love wasting our time.