Thirsty Merc - Understanding Love lyrics

I see couples walking strollers and the barrel rolling surfers on the waves Backpackers home from hikes Swedish girls upon pushbikes out on the bay 20 million grains of sand It's by far the Promised Land And I'll always be a fan still I have to board a plane in 7 days It should not be bittersweet When the scene out on the street is so alluring But as a music man by trade it's not hard to be persuaded and into rain When I find my lost boys club And I don't mind roadhouse grub But for all the ticket stub Still I cannot overcome the way I'm feeling I will never understand my love when understanding love is impossible All I know is love is what we got and what we got I'll never through away I will never understand my love No I won't And then the situation with a girl who's in my life my gorgeous lover I admitted I was leaving so I must commit to grieving undercover I put on my bravest face In my home so out of place Before we wrestle with the distance Just a phone bill and persistence as I love her So I will never understand my love when understanding love is impossible All I know is love is what we got and what we got I'll never through away But I will never understand my love No I won't I remember when mum said if I can't afford a bed Then there's the spare room That she could not leave a key since apparently my father's stolen envy Though the marriage break was fierce It's been over 20 years But she still won't dry her tears Since my parents choose to sleep in separate bedrooms So I will never understand my love when understanding love is impossible All I know is love is what we got and what we got I'll never through away No I will never understand my love when understanding love is impossible All I know is love is what we got and what we got I'll never through away But I will never understand my love I'll never understand it