Third Realm - Contagious lyrics

Is this the bitter end? I feel my mangled soul ascend How do I stay alive? When I am choosing to deprive Oh the rain is burning me like fire It helps me with the pain Oh another broken bleak desire I'm held back by the chains The more that we suffer The more it's contagious, outrageous We'll never feel alone again Crawling back inside me Whispers of the weeping Thoughts of what I could be Secrets that I'm keeping Methods of a failure Blinded by depression Searching for a savior Enlighten my expression Oh the rain is burning me like fire It helps me with the pain Oh another broken bleak desire I'm held back by the chains The more that we suffer The more it's contagious, outrageous We'll never feel alone again