Theory Hazit - Optical Illusion lyrics

[Hook] Mama said, "Keep lookin' up" She said, "Ain't nobody perfect, just look at us" But don't let that be your excuse If you can't find Him in the picture, fix your view" Sunday mornings ain't the same I threw a pity party and everybody came Now I'm sitting in the back, tryna play it cool Cause people'll see me if I sit in the front pew [Verse 1] I hope the pastor don't notice me I was an active member he would oversee Old friends pretend we still friends Askin' me 'bout my daughter and ignoring my sins Before the sermon begins, I see some of them avoiding me To them I'm not approachable, to me they are annoying Awkward as hello, hello, is Christ here? Light convos cause we ain't spoke in lightyears Fake smiles so I laugh, ain't nothing funny If this were a movie, this would be my dark comedy Funny how your views change After one bad decision is made Like "Look, he ain't living right Something with him ain't sitting right" No matter my focal point, I'm seen in a different light I thought we all fell short of His glory But everything's against me, nobody's for me [Hook] [Verse 2] (Check this out) We don't see eye-to-eye Good, cause I ain't tryna see you cry A cold heart, you throw darts at old scars Act dumb when you hear my name, but claim that you know God I mean, clearly you won't understand, so you judge You forgot what a husband does, so I forgot what a husband was It's sad, but through it all I maintain a smile And you leave communication up to me and my child Calling me manipulative cause my vocabulary spill is ill And you like avoiding the real Like nothing hurt, somewhere I left lonely With a plan to rise up like "Look at his testimony!" I'm not shifting the blame, this is all my fault An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, ya'll Every closed eye ain't sleeping And every open eye ain't seeing, believe it