Theory Hazit - Optical Illusion (J57 Remix) lyrics

[Intro] Mamma said keep looking up She said ain't nobody perfect, just look at us But don't let that be your excuse If you can't find Him in the picture, fix your view Sunday mornings ain't the same I threw a pity party and everybody came [Verse 1] Now I'm sitting in the back, trying to play it cool Because people will see me if I sit in the front pew I hope the pastor don't notice me I was an active member that he would oversee Old friends pretend we still friends Asking me about my daughter and ignoring my sins Before the sermon begins I see some of them ignoring me To them I'm not approachable, to me they are annoying Awkward as hello, "Hello, is Christ here?" Light convos cause we ain't spoke in light years Fake smiles, so I laugh, ain't nothing funny If this were a movie this would be my dark comedy Funny how your views are changed After one bad decision is made Like, "Look, he ain't living right, something with him ain't sitting right." No matter my focal point I'm seen in a different light I thought we all fell short of His glory But everything's against me, nobody's for me [Intro] [Verse 2] Now I'm sitting in my room, reflecting on my doom Thinking that how I let myself get consumed Yo, we don't see eye-to-eye Good, cause I ain't trying to see you cry A cold heart You throw darts at old scars You act dumb when you hear my name But claim that you know God I mean, clearly you don't understand when you judge You forgot what a husband was So I forgot what a husband does It's sad, but through it all I maintained a smile And you leave communication up to me and my child Thinking I manipulate cause of my vocab sk**s Among the truth you like avoiding the real Like,"Nothing hurts," so I pose like I ain't lonely This recorded in my testimony I'm not shifting the blame this is all my fault An 'eye for an eye' makes the whole world blind ya'll Every closed eye ain't sleeping And every open eye ain't seeking, remember [Intro] Now it's time to celebrate Cut the cake [Outro] Now I see, the obvious sin I'm in Emotional, so you scared of my penmanship The album dropped, you want to be friends again But we can stop acting like we innocent (x2)