TheCrxsh - Abroad lyrics

[Intro] Brrrr, uh You hear the demons screaming? [Hook] They all claimed you're a facade But when you're on, they'll all applaud Whether you're home or you're abroad They'll all see that you're a god They all claimed you're a facade But when you're on, they'll all applaud Whether you're home or you're abroad They'll all see that you're a god [Verse 1] I'm living in the city the environment is sh**ty & everybody who losing never wanna see you winning I'm vicious with the diction but I got no riches Guess you gotta be a genie just to get some f**in' wishes You gettin' fine china while I'm washing dirty dishes & you gettin' bad b**hes while I'm gettin' bad b**hes I'm out here doing stupid sh** so I can keep my sanity New bucket hat, imma slave to the vanity Spewing profanity, dub Christianity Don't make no sense to me, lost my humanity Drown in my thoughts think I'm losing my mind My eyes on the light I might f**in' go blind Wish there was a way I could f**in' rewind Back into time, before I could rhyme The simpler times, now I'm on my grind So I'm known as sublime motherf** your cosign, n***a They only criticizing me cause they don't understand I'm the man, imma win & I don't need a helping hand b**h I need a hunnid grand, need about a hunnid bands Just to hold the money but I always keep it close at hand & yea I'm doing whatever to be that f**in' man On top by myself, motherf** a wedding band Welcome to the holy land, n***a imma god Or at least I will be once these f** n***as feel me [Hook] They all claimed you're a facade But when you're on, they'll all applaud Whether you're home or you're abroad They'll all see that you're a god They all claimed you're a facade But when you're on, they'll all applaud Whether you're home or you're abroad They'll all see that you're a god [Verse 2] I wanna hear them yell my name loud Throw they hands up as I'm jumpin' in the crowd Playing all my hits then they screaming for an encore n***as wanting photos from Orlando to the Concourse Always daydreaming cause reality a nightmare So much music almost blew out my right ear Cuz that's all I got when nobody else is right there Reaping all the benefits cause don't nobody fight fair They swim in money while I'm drowning in my fake friends I don't really hate them, but I'm like a toy in a playpen I'm surprised fam even makes ends With our ever-raised rent, wonder where the days went When everybody was happy at least from my perspective Over-sheltered, never felt the pain my homies dealt with But now I do, I gotta make it out this b**h Get famous, get rich, all my obstacles can s** dick Drop top with a bad b**h in the pa**enger with a** & curves Diamond ring with a gold chain on my neck, paid highest caliber Watch rappers like scavengers, battle them then devour them All in front the press & they paying me by the thousand bruh Getting paid just to murder beats of my selection In the studio for hours for perfection Crowd hype for the prodigy, hottest b's wanna swallow me Dub the people who doubted me, momma gonna be proud of me But I know that she already was Tryna make predictions, I might never get that kinda buzz You ever questioned your whole motive for what you do? What if I s**, what if I'm really not good enough? Kinda like a needle in a haystack Never to be found, undiscovered, I just state facts Cuz nothing's ever promised I could be a novice demolished by nonsense Living in a world where the weak die Strong survive & the family get left behind Cold world gotta keep yourself warm Even if I'm on my own, I gotta survive the storm They always wanna rain on your parade But it never work like a blind man & charades On my way to be my own god ain't no doubt Yea I'm gonna make it out, that's what the f** I'm talking bout [Hook] They all claimed you're a facade But when you're on, they'll all applaud Whether you're home or you're abroad They'll all see that you're a god They all claimed you're a facade But when you're on, they'll all applaud Whether you're home or you're abroad They'll all see that you're a god