The Wedding - Misery Loves Company lyrics

I've done so much wrong; it outweighs the good. I've found the hardest things to do are the ones I should. But you gave me all the grace; I needed to get out. And I will not forget it Lord, I will walk it out. The Demon on my shoulder says; you will pay for this. Did you think you could escape all the consequences? But it is not in me; it's in Your grace that I'm set free. I feel sick; it's something I can't shake. And night after night it's keeping me awake. Am I sorry that I hurt You, or that judgment finally came? I will not pa** it off on You, cause I'm the one to blame. I know there's someway you can turn this around. Don't give up on me yet; I'm not yet in the ground. You've given me one more chance, a million times before. But I still hear another one, knocking at my door