The Verbalist - Clearing out my Mind lyrics

[Verse 1: Saeed] Clouded thoughts got him seeing a darker future Gotta clear out my mind, devils inside got him thinking suicide But the lord is with me, so I know its just a phase I'm going through Always been true to you This music ain't bullsh** I ain't doing this for the b**hes or the riches I do this cuz I love this, I way to express my innermost darkest secrets to the entire public People are starvin', for something real, something we can feel, something my soul can vibe to Lucifer ain't a rival, I'm my own worst enemy only I can stop me See so many things wrong with this world I think I can change things But I'm just one man I can't do this alone, I need you girl One love, one life, one chance to make things right Brush these girls off to frequently sometimes, who knows maybe one of them could be my wife Searching for the meaning of life 21 years old striving for perfection Trying to make sense of my life through adolescence Whats the message, whats my purpose, I'm still searchin' I'm still grindin' what keeps me going is my pa**ion I have for rappin' spit acid on tracks Got people like who's that go hard this is more than rap This is life this is the real world No reality show to see the struggles we go through its a everyday grind going for mine f** that b**h she did nothing but play with your mind and f** that guy he did nothing but lie to you all the time Let it go, you better off without them, I put my heart and soul into my album Just to hope someone loves it The verbalist nation we here to change sh**