The TRIPS - Tears of loneliness lyrics

Sometime it hard to live a life like this cuhh im all i got ..im so tired of drying my face from tears it hurts to touch and errybody wanna no y im hurtin so much eyes bloodshot from being mad achein from pain wish someone can come outside nd pull me n from da rain sometime i wonder if im being cursed or punised for sin cuh i go through so much sh.. Man i just want it to end tryna find a way to escape n wen u look it won't help nd wen i sober up im facein hard time by myself who can i turn to in my to my need nd soon as i turn my back nd ask the world about being deceived whats the use of this material sh.. Wats the use of havein this nd havein that with no one to share it with if it doesnt k** you it makes you stronger thats wat i was taught i live nd die by myself till i position ima rock with my head up and eyes on the prize one day ill make by stayin focus releasing my emotion through my tears of loneliness shedn tears when im along tears of loneliness shedn tears when im along tears of loneliness shedn tears when im along tears of loneliness facing my struggles along taught a ni....many lessons nd neva letem see me down but to always keepem guessing i tried to b perfect for years the question was it worth it hell nahh cause iaint did sh.. But im hurtin for it go to church pray to the lord my mama always yappin if its true to me y bullsh.. B always happening i was put here on this earth i ain't ask to come never had a fair shot not a single or not a one no im here for a purpose besides stealing cars besides writing these bars besides bearing these scars gettin bucked at in da streets when foes aim for my heart been seperated from my family startin to rip me apart they say Misoury loves company but i ain't tryna kick it gotta direction beamin on me but now i gott get it but they steady dropen nd at time i can't stopem but sometime im happy i gottem tears of loneliness shedn tears when im alone tears of loneliness shedn tears when im alone tears of loneliness shedn tears when im alone tears of loneliness instead of pourin i bruise the few that i choose to live through me by given me strength to move on when faced with grieve ion no how long i b here how long befor im gone but i stare d**h between the eyes manage to make it home in a black f150 with dub thats really hot by hot i mean stolen mean while im foeck patrolin my ni.... Bent the corner nd i reach for my belt we mustve tumbled five times befor the truck came to rest when it did i gott outa my side he got out of his nd den we split it took me 8 hours to get to the crib and turn a bleen with bruised ribs bashed nd lookin better thinkn to my self if i die to who would it matter when my worlds been shattered whos there to pick up the pieces besides me feel like nobody will ride or die with me when it time for me to meet my shaker standin there shaken im like a pipe under pressure im on birds aileaf tears of loneliness shedn tears when im alone tears of loneliness shedn tears when im alone tears of loneliness shedn tears when im alone tears loneliness