The Swell Season - The Hill lyrics

Walking up the hill tonight And you have closed your eyes I wish I didn't have to make All those mistakes and be wise But please try to be patient I know that I'm still learning I'm sorry that you have to see The strength inside me burning Where are you my angel now? Don't you see me crying? And I know that you can't do it all But you can't say I'm not trying I'm on my knees in front of him But he doesn't seem to see me But all his troubles on his mind He's looking right through me And I'm letting myself down By satisfying you And I wish that you could see I have my troubles too Looking at you sleeping I'm with a man I know I'm sitting here weeping While the hours pa** so slow And I know that in the morning I'll have to let you go And you'll be just a man Once I used to know But for these past few days Someone I don't recognize This isn't all my fault When will you realize? Looking at you leaving I'm looking for a sign