The Sun Eats Hours - Dull Minds lyrics

My mind doesn't realize it yet This state of anxiety permeates Every single second of my days Yeah it's all the same What I am but what I would be, What I want but what I feel's right, What I should but what I do? What I would but what I could? I'm drowning in my thoughts But I'd choke more without 'em What do I want from me? What do I want from my life? What do I want from the future? And for my neighbors? Why am I acting here, in this theatrical scene? The answers will be given only if I'll resist I see the mediocrity expand The dull silence in their eyes Lost dreams, dead hearts, and desperate days This flock pissed on their lives with no shame Reflecting the indifference handed down A generation's calling outside this theatrical scene What I want now is what I do And what I should is what I would