The Suicide Machines - Insecurities lyrics

Held back by walls of security, that I just could never see, held people at arms length devoid of human contact Cannot express emotion I try with all my strength What is the matter with me? It seems that no one even cares I'm blinded by my innocence will no one be there for me? When I dont understand. Covered in blankets of Imagination Where I can talk to people without a second thought What if they're laughing at me I know I'm not good enough so I won't even try..... God only knows what'll keep us from dying because eveytime I look around I see Life as a big lie Yeah everybody's saying "yeah I'm the one" yeah "everybody came running to me" But thats not how it works and it never did you know I'm sorry it had to be this way things got f**ed up but thats okay.... ...I'm sorry.... ...I'm sorry....