The Spider Bags - Oxcart Blues lyrics

I've made some mistakes And I've been in no great shape And I've stood on the shores of a thousand great lakes And the tossed and do the bad bit beyond [?] Wheres that cross The subtleties are lost I wonder who I am going to be this time Yeah I wonder who I am going to be this time Alright I danced all night in a prison of my own invention The guards were the difference between wrong and right And the bars were good intentions You know the bars were all filled with good intentions So I asked my doctor what he could get to thwart despair He just shrugged and said there ain't no pills that can make a man care There ain't no pills that can make a man care I'll be honest and I've been mean I've been untrue and I've been clean And I wonder who i'm going to be this time Yeah I wonder who i'm going to be this time I rode the road down to the wire And left behind scorched earth From that field of desires I only harvested earth I had to burn myself to turn around and find another worth I wonder who i'm going to be Wonder who i'm going to be I wonder who i'm going to be This time This time This time This time This time